不知道情人节从何时开始，如果从我出生以前就有这个节日，我应该经历30个情人节了。而30个情人节中几乎没有一个情人节与我有一点瓜葛。我一直觉得像情人节这类似的节日，在我生活、生命中有它不多、无它不少，没有存在的意义似的。
而明天又是情人节了。我昨天就在考虑一个问题：我要怎样才能与这个情人节有一次难得的联系？想去想来，没有答案。夜里，我早早地就睡在床上了，我开始怀疑起“情人”这个词来，这个词一直被我鄙视，我刻意贬低它，说它是坏词，其实，是我担心我在生活中遇见这样的人。究竟什么是情人？情人节节日的初衷究竟是什么？我不知道，我也懒得查阅它。
偏见中我一直把情人看成是第三者，是腐败领导官员、大老板们玩转时独有的私人生活，与我等扯不上干系。并且我一直认为情人就是某些人要继续活下去、某些家庭要继续发展下去的羁绊。它是隐患、是地雷、导火索...那些在街道一掷千金买玫瑰的、那些慷慨解囊的都是为情而动的人，他们是感性。
在一些网站抢眼的专题稿件里,当我看到小恋人、小夫妻们海誓山盟的表白,当我看到一些优秀男人写给钟情女子的真情文字时,我才终于从我的偏见里走了出来,原来，情人节也是属于自己亲爱的人的日子。
我从没有为哪个女子买过玫瑰,我从没跟哪个女子买过戒指,我从没给哪个女孩送过草莓...但我从来不否认我是一个热血的、激情的、慷慨的时代青年,我虽然有自己爱慕的、梦寐的人,但我没有做过一件非常浪漫的事,这或许与我的生存背景、教育观念有关,我冷静地解释所有浪漫的东西，我以为它们都是过眼云烟,我不想欺骗身边每一个喜欢浪漫的女孩，浪漫在某些时候会变成痛苦的根源,我秉承不浪漫或许更幸福的思想。所以,情人节,29年都与我擦肩。
但我确实想买一样东西,表达我对相思相守的女子的爱意。可是我无法确定选择什么?玫瑰呢,我感觉它是一朵暗淡的花朵,你那么善良、忠诚，我不想让玫瑰的俗气玷污您,并且它容易凋零,一束玫瑰也不能表达我的心意,就是100束、1000束、一万束又能说明什么?我不喜欢将感情引入误区，也不准它产生歧义。如今流行的草莓,也坚决不给你,怕你一口就吞了下去，还没明白我的心意。
如果你在我心中,我什么也不送,你一样圣洁、美丽。如果你是我最值得珍爱的人,我什么也不送你你一样占居在最重要的位置。然而,我确实想在情人节表达一下我的爱意,我想在它还没来临之前给你我最真的心意。
可是,对于我来说,除了语言,我不知道还有其它什么更适合我送给您。我相信它是世界上最昂贵、最珍贵的礼物。
亲爱的,祝您快乐!
Valentine's Day do not know when to start, if I was born there before the holiday, I should have experienced a 30 Valentine's Day. 30 Valentine's Day and almost do not have a Valentine's Day and I have a little connection. I have always felt like Valentine's Day this holiday similar in my life, and life has its little without it, many did not like the meaning of existence. And tomorrow is Valentine's Day has been. I said yesterday on a question to consider: How can I with this Valentine's Day has a rare link? Want to come, there is no answer. Night, I sleep in bed early, and I began to doubt the "lover" of the word, this word has been despised me, I deliberately belittled it, say it is a bad word, actually, yes I am worried that I met in life such a person. What are lovers? Valentine's Day holiday what is the mind? I do not know, I do not bother to check it. Bias has been the lover in me as a third party, leading officials are corrupt, big bosses when Topsy unique private life has nothing to do with me and so do the Department. And I have always thought that Valentine's is to continue to live in some people, some families have to continue to develop the fetters. It is hidden, are mines, fuse ... spending billions of dollars in the street to buy roses, those who are generous to the situation of people moving, they are emotional. In some eye-catching feature articles site, when I saw the small lover, husband and wife were small海誓山盟's tell the truth, when I saw the Man wrote some outstanding woman true love language, I was finally in from my bias came out , the original, Valentine's Day is also a darling person of their own day. I have never bought roses for any woman, with which I've never bought women's rings, to which I never had to send Strawberry Girl ... but I never denied that I am a hot-blooded, passionate, generous young age , although I have their love, and dream of the people, but I have not done a very romantic thing, perhaps with the survival of my background, education, values, and I calmly explain all the romantic things, I think they are gone, I do not want to deceive him enjoy every romantic girl, romantic at some point will become the root cause of suffering, I do not uphold the romantic thought of perhaps even more happy. So, Valentine's Day, 29 years rubbing shoulders with me. But I do want to buy something, to express my love of the woman's love相守. But I'm not sure what to choose? Rose, I feel it is a bleak flowers, you are so kind, loyalty, I do not want to sully your roses tacky, and it easily withered, a bouquet of roses can not express my mind, is the 100-beam, 1000 beam, beam while ten thousand what? my feelings of dislike to the introduction of errors, but also allowed it ambiguous. Now popular strawberries, are also determined to not give it to you, for fear of you to swallow the one on the go, not yet aware of my mind. If you are in my heart, I do nothing to send, you, as holy and beautiful. If you are most worthy of my dear people, I give you nothing like you occupy in the most important position. However, I do want to express my feelings about Valentine's Day my love, I want it not to you before my mind the most really. However, for me, apart from language, I do not know what there are other more suitable for me for you. I believe it is the world's most expensive, the most precious gift. Darling, I wish you Happiness!
